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I feel at home in the yellow light from the lamp by my bedside.
It flickers through the night,
While you dream of things you could never adequately describe
And I lie miles away.
I lie miles away.

When you go home, you find parts of you that you forgot to know.
We’re becoming strangers, and things are getting better.
And all I thought you took I’m starting to remember.
You’ll never have me.
You never did.

I feel right looking with my friends up at the starlight
We’re humbled and terrified by the smallness of our lives.
One day we will die. I have no time for your diatribes.
No time.
No time.

Your malice turned bitter, as you choked on your words.
A strained apology, scripted without feeling.
Do you even remember?

Could it be good? Could it be good enough?
Could you find something and let it fill you up?
Could it be good? Could it be good enough?
Will you ever learn how to love?


from demo, released January 8, 2014



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